Apollo v3

I want...I want to go back home, but I don't....I don't know where home is anymore. I don't even have a sister to go to. Any sister. I hate this....I....I just want to die. I wanted to die for so long, especially when I was trapped in that bag. All I....All I could think about was how everything that happened to me had to be my fault. That I did everything!...and now I learned I suffered for nothing.