You never expected the game you loved so much to become your prison cell. Stuck in a world with things you understand but yet feel alien, people you don't know and know you can never get to know on a deeper level, a world you know isn't real yet you're stuck in. You just want to go home. All you want to do is go home! Why are you stuck here? What did you do to deserve this? You try to pretend everything is ok, that you'll eventually go home somehow but.... Deep down you know its not true.
You're stuck here and there is nothing you can do about it.